imnohuman13

I've never seen such a wonderful light in my life. He wasn't just a boy. No, he couldn't be. His eyes, his beautiful hazel eyes were gazing right through me. And what I found was just miraculous. I lost myself in them. The center, a beautiful golden star: a dim sun. And all around it was a garden? A vineyard? I couldn't tell. And then his center, his sun would look down at me and invite me into it self." Come play in my garden. All I want to see is you being blissful. I'll be here gazing after you." And I fell right through them, I feel into this garden. At first, I was a little scared, and after a while, I felt so warm, so content beneath t

Questions I cannot Find answers to, Smiles I cannot define. Tears of possibilities, Dreams created by my mind. Stories and myths, Myths but tales. Legends become memories Put together by nails. These are just factors But can this possibly be me? I barely know myself How can I let you see? Im still a seed Learning how to grow. Can I be your best friend? Or your worst foe? I got these problems With no sum. Im lost but identified With a society that crumbs. You try and understand But do you really? I dont need an evaluation I need help solving this mystery.

How long will I wait For things to turn right? I have no hope, Im a terrible sight. I feel like breaking, You wonder how. Its too complicated, I cant tell you now. My life is sorrow, I wouldnt mind some bliss. I turn to you, Youre the cause of this. You think Im angry, Thats not all you assume. Leave it all to me, Ill turn empty in my room. You want to know, How I feel. Ill let you know, Time should stand still. I cant do this anymore, I think I should go. Im afraid to walk away, Im sure it shows. I apologize, Please forgive me. Im so alone inside, Too bad you cant see. I tried so much, But all I did was cry. Its

This world is filled with vanities. I'm lost in my mind of insecurities. What can cause this insanity? --- These verses are not just words, there feelings, no lies. I see thee angel approaching me...or at lest she tries. --- What is this? I'm losing my mind? You know what, fuck you. I don't need you by my side. --- Where is this like they speak of? Why must i put my head up high? You say it'll make me feel better, dear do i say i try. --- I know you want the best for me, you're always running through my head. Why can't i move on with this? I'm cursed with the words that you said.

As I'm lying on my bed, full of my blood, I'm drowning in my own sorrows, thinking of the people I hurt most, wondering if I can turn back time and live again. I only see little features in my room as I'm fading farther. The puddle of blood is warm but I am not relaxed. As my sheets were once white, are now red. My radio is playing the same song over and over again, I remember... this was my favorite. My mother walks in, unaware of my actions... I know by the first word she was calling me for dinner...she realizes. She rushes over to me, picking up my head and placing it in her lap holding onto it firmly. She screams, but i only h

Another day with no happiness, another tear for this sadness. Another week with no friends, another fear for no end. Another month going hollow, another stear to this sorrow. Another year for no slits, another beer to my wrists. Another wish to be dead, another dream turning red. Another life burning to hell, another seam to this cell. Another desire isn't coming true, another team beating you. Another experience rotting away, another scream coming your way. Another knife in your back, another kill added to my sack. Another gun by your side, another will has been lied. Another bomb because of Bush, another chill i'll be

I'm tried of you having me waiting. I'm tired of you having me pacing. I really want you holding me tight. Having me confused, doesn't make me feel right. I know you don't want to break my heart, but you have to know it's breaking me apart. This feeling has me meaning to ask you if your feeling as I am thinking becuase I want to have this but yet you want me to be missed. I don't want to see you with me anymore, make a decision and stop making me so so sore. I know your going to be leaving soon, but if you leave me like this, all you'll being seeing at night would be the moon. Don't leave me sad, but don'

Wake up (wake up) Grab a brush and put on a little make up Hide the scars to fade away the shakeup (hide the scars to fade away the shakeup) Why'd you leave the keys up on the table There you go create another fable You wanted to Grab a brush and put on a little makeup You wanted to Hide the scars to fade away the shakeup You wanted to Why'd you leave the keys up on the table I don't think you trust in my self righteous suicide I cry when angels deserve to die (die) Wake up (wake up) Grab a brush and put on a little make up Hide the scars to fade away the shakeup (hide the scars to fade away the shakeup) Why'd you leave th